Once I was a beggar

Once I was a beggar-

willing to accept toxic behaviors from my love

I told myself it was out of my royalty

In truth it was out of my own insecurity

Once I was a beggar-

willing to bend over for other’s validations

I told myself that was what takes

In truth it was out of  my low self-esteem

Once I was a beggar-

willing to sacrifice my own desires and feelings

I told myself it was out of kindness and selfishlessness

In truth it was out of my guilt and unworthiness

Once I was beggar-

willing to please or even manipulate others for temporary gains

I told myself I would not have deserved it otherwise

In truth it was out of my fear and faithlessness  

Once I was beggar-

whom was prisoned by my own poverty consciousness mind

My mind has taught me how to cope to be a child of men-
restricted, fearful and feeling lacking...

Yet my mind has forgotten about-

I am also a child of God, a child of the infinity-

free, fearless and forever expansive and abundant…

Flowers don’t stop blossoming-

just because they are unaware of each other’s beauty;

Diamond doesn’t stop being a diamond-

just because it is being covered by the dirt;

Moon doesn’t stop shining-

jut because no one appreiate its light;

You don’t stop being divine

just because no man recognizes your divinity...

As I have accepted myself as a child of man-

Everything in this physical world is materialized for my soul evolution;

As I have accepted myself also as a child of God-

within my human heart there is a gateway to ALL the love existing in the univere 

within my human soul there is a doorway to All the abundance existing in the univere
I have had All the treasures within me all along while I was out there searching for them 
I have had All the love within me all along  while I was out there begging for it ...
Thus, I have stopped being a beggar for good.