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If I haven’t known-

the pain of abandonment

from my earthy parents

Would I have known you-

My divine mother?!

If I haven’t experienced –

the sorrow of unspoken loneliness

even among my crowds

Would I have longed for you-

My soul mate?!

If I haven’t felt-

the bitterness of separation

from my own fragmented soul

Would I have looked for you –

my spirit guides?!...

When the intuition was ignored,

I looked for the eternity from the mortals-

my failure was destined;

When the inner guidance was ignored,

I looked for the unconditional love-

from the conditioned man,

My disappointment was guaranteed;

I did not know any better, then.

What our human sense desires –

may be fulfilled by another human being;

What our higher soul desires –

yet can’t never be fulfilled by another human being

Because , "Human, all too human..."

as Nietzsche put it.

Here is my contemplation for the soon passing year:

All kinds of life journeys –

either successful or unsuccessful

 lead us to the journey back to one’s self in the end;

All forms of relationships –

either good or bad
serve us as transitory lessons to prepare us for

our ultimate relationship with

God/Buddha/Tao/Life force/Higher consciousness
Holy Spirit/Divine mother/Divine father

Whatever you call it;

Whatever you believe in your heart…

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year2020!