A woman came to me for
help, she looked distressed and broken.
Even though, she is well aware-
that she has been in a toxic and
unbalanced relationship for years;
that she has not been loved or
respected the way she deserves;
that she may never be able to change
her man nor their relationship...
But still she holds tightly onto her old life- the only kind of life she has known…
‘Why?’ I questioned her.
“Why not?!’’ She tried to defend
herself,
‘ We made our vow that we shall
stay together through thick and thin;
we have such a long history
together, it is not easy to restart a new life;
we have children and there are
responsibilities;
I still love him- there is no
love not painful…’’
(Who says that, woman, love is
supposed to be painful?!
Loving is not painful but loving
a wrong person is painful!)
It is interesting how we talk
ourselves into things and also out of things;
It is interesting to observe how we
speak to ourselves and about ourselves;
Who is there telling the story?
Who is there speaking really?
Is it your ego self or your higher
self speaking?
Is it your 3D programmed mind or
your divine mind speaking?
Is it your wounded inner child or
your grownup version speaking?
Is it your distorted feminine energy
or your unbalanced masculine energy speaking?
Is the voice from you or from your
mother or your mother’s mother?...
So please tell me, who is there
speaking to me right now?!
You may deceive others with your words;
You may even have yourself
deceived;
But your energy can never lie–
which is constantly broadcasting
to the entire universe
who you really are and the true
story about you
despite what you say or portrait
to the world otherwise…
Just like different radio wave
lengths,
you pick up the signals of
certain wave lengths
which you are attuned to, not
more not less
(If you have been in attunement
with certain wave length, certain vibration for longer period of time, you might
get certain false sense of security and feel ‘home’ in that familiar delusional
reality of your making. But this is not home for your soul. Your soul will
always long for its journey home by raising its soul energy gradually- in order
to return to God, to the source, to that ALL loving energy where it originates from.
That is why, many souls from earthly realm are so distressed because of the
inner conflicts between the soul and the body, between the spirit and the mind.
This kind of distress and agony in souls can be expressed through different physical
illness, even the total soul withdrawing its energy from its physical body
which leads to death eventually or earlier death than planned.)
Everything is energy
Your words are energy
Your thoughts are energy
Your actions are energy
So be careful with what kind of
energy you are attuned to-
you are manifesting it into
existence as we speak in this very moment
with your words, with your
thought, with your emotions…
Please keep yourself reminded,
woman-
You will attract what you are,
that is the law of attraction.
Your energy speaks louder than –
what you try to convince or portrait
to the world otherwise
Please keep yourself reminded, woman-
that you are not here to do it
right by the others
You are here solely to do it
right by yourself
You belong to no one and no one
belongs to you
You are not here to fulfill a relationship
You are here to fulfill yourself
through relationships
Self love is not selfish, it is
the foundation of healthy loving relationships!
So be like a diligent scientist-
examining your thought patterns
and unhealed emotion triggers;
So be like a warrior woman-
Cutting through all the bullshits
no matter how painful it is;
Be like a chain breaker-
Breaking the old cycles and
paradigms which no longer serve your highest good
no matter how established how rooted
it is…
Don’t ever underestimate the
power of the ripple effect of a divine-inspired idea. It can penetrate the
mountains, cross the oceans and seed into human consciousness for the right
time to grow, to blossom, to express … So please seed wisely.
Dear heartbroken, I am not here
to tell you to stay or to leave. If that is what you expected from me, I am
afraid I have to disappoint you, that you need figure it out by listening to your inner voice; But in order to be able to hear your inner voice clearly, you need to establish close communication with your soul, by turning your attention to the external world into your own inner world; by giving yourself love and energy instead of needing energy being fed by others; by clearing the garbages from your energy field; by learning about your own emotional energy or mental energy etc.; by distinguishing which is your energy which is other's energy'received' by you…who knows, if we shall meet again in the future, I hope you will tell me a different story of yours- not the old story of tears but a new story of love, joy and abundance……
