Man is a child of both heaven and earth. Man is a being of both body and soul/spirit. Both aspects need to be balanced and both consciousness need to be honored, otherwise man will fulfill only half of his truth, another half of his truth will remain unknown, undiscovered and unfulfilled... Accept or not, in the end, what is of the matter(physical) will return to the matter, what is of the spirit will return to Spirit.
There is nothing wrong to enjoy the physical aspects
of life, if it is inspired by the entity’s inner spirit. If inspired by the ego mind, those physical
experiences can go easily wrong, ended with all kinds of sensory addictions and
worldly attachments which will lead us to further identification with our body
conscious and further oblivious of our soul/spirit conscious... To me, this
forgetfulness of the Spirit, this disconnection of a soul entity from its
source is the root of all the fears and sufferings in human experiences… Indeed
the human body is a previous gift from the Divine to every entity, through this
vessel that the great Spirit, or God/Goddess, or Allah, or Brahman whatever you
prefer to name the nameless, so to experience its own physical creations and to
express its infinite creativities through the physical vessels... When a soul entity
is aligned with the great Spirit, and the entity’s body conscious is aligned
with its spiritual conscious, this entity will be able to execute his full divine
expressions creatively and courageously in all areas of his physical life,
without fear, without holding back because his soul has that deep knowing that
he is anchored firmly in the great Spirit and his soul is a part of the infinite
ocean of the great Spirit from which is of the blissfulness and home-belonging in eternity, and having that deep inner knowing that he is
never alone and have left his real home… the illusions of separation
are caused by the identification with the body conscious, which there is ending
at the physical death which once again is caused by the fear from the body conscious…
thus it is pretty honest to say that body conscious is always fearful because
of the fear of its own mortality while in the other hand soul/spirit is always fearless because of its
knowingness of its immortality and eternity… So dear ones, please meditate and meditate
often on your this truth instead of selling yourself short unconsciously and
regretfully, lifetime after lifetime.
We all are the children from the great Spirit having this ‘earthly school/vacation’ with different expired dates- or reuniting with some old friends
in physical forms; or more serious about paying off some karmic debts; or learning
some lesson for its soul growth; or having a divine mission to assist the ascension
of the human consciousness; or simply having some fun and bringing some fresh and
lighter energies into the dense-energy earth realm… unfortunately due to the karmic law, most of us even those who are spiritually highly evolved got ourselves tangled and stuck in the karmic wheel lifetime after lifetime and the soul memory of our divine origin started to fade more and more... So whatever your situation is right now, please mediate on your soul purpose and make the
most of it! Respect and honor your physical vessel as a holy temple, leave and
stop all the negatives and toxins outside of your temple, make it fit for housing
the great Spirit… when this divine connection is firmly established within yourself,
you will feel fulfilled, blissful and at all-time peace regardless how the world outside
of you perceives you otherwise…
When a man is completely identified with his body conscious, he will be forever bounded to the fear due to the very nature of the body conscious- always fearful. Fearful for being weak, being old, being hurt, being sick and death... furthermore, the fear has been greatly exploited against each other throughout human history, especially those were and are in the position of power, to manipulate the fears in people to serve their power and other egoistic and selfish agendas...As we know, our history book is written by the winner, but do we really know at what cost?! Behind the glories of the kingdoms, all the kings, queens and leaders, behind all the hierarchy structures and patriarchal social systems, how many of those were accomplished by the manipulation of fear- through inflicting physical abuses, punishments, prosecutions, imprisonment or even death onto anyone who posed the threat to their power and authority…?! Today in the west so called free and democratic countries, there are other forms of manipulations, which seem less aggressive and less visible comparing to the past bloody punishments and killings but it uses the same principle and serves the same purpose of manipulating and controlling/mind-controlling through selling the images, ideas even lifestyles so people are willingly to give up their power and their spirits to their cravings and addictions...pretty smart right?! Sometimes I wonder what has been stamped as heresy or wrong, or bad by the authorities may contain more of the truth than what has been presented to the general public, at least it should be questioned and relooked at with an open mind.
Even at very young age, I was very interested in things like different religions, spiritual and metaphysical, mystical topics which was very unusual and weird at my age and with comparision to other kids so I suffered psychological greatly from being different and being ridiculed and not accepted even by my own family... To make a long story short, I have finally accepted who I am, even those weird parts of me simply because I can't hide my own truth and I can't deny who I am- I can't help it. I am what I am! For a simple example, if I have an inner urge or promting to write down something, I have to do that otherwise I will be 'ghosted' in my dream next a few days until I write down...don't be freaked out. It is quite normal and natural for me, during the most part of my life I have felt more loved, understood and protected by the Spirit than by human beings... Back to what I wanted to say about my curiosity with Christianity and the Bible during one period, to be honest, it raised more
questions and doubts in me than the answers I was looking for, and also I got bored with reading the Bible pretty quickly. I don’t know if you
feel the same, that quite often those supposed-to-be-authoritative kind of text
books were used the difficult languages as if it would not be authoritative
enough or intellectual enough if common people would understand easily, or in
this case when the Roman emperor Constantine summoned his council to decide
what should be in the Bible and what should be left out for best serving his interest. No one really understood Jesus’s real teachings, so they interpreted his
metaphoric meaning literally and made some fancy alterations here and there according to their igorance and delusions … two
thousands years later, many of us still follow these 'holy' words from the Bible faithfully without any questioning which this phenomenon reminds me of the story of ‘ The Emperor’s New Clothes’- the
crowds were pretending and applauding for the naked emperor who had no clothes on whatsoeve out of courtesy, or hypocrisy, or fear…
As I know, it
has been quite a common strategy that a ruler would combine the political power
with the religious power for the maximum effect on his people, so it was done
by the emperors in China as well. The emperor was not only declared as a heir after
his royal blood line but also he declared himself as‘Tian Zi天子’(Son of Heaven). So if he was a chosen one from the
Heaven to rule a kingdom, who dare to question his total authority and his
superiority over the others?!... Of course, you may say that no one knows for sure
what really happened with the Bible -Jesus was crucified and many of his
disciples and followers were prosecuted or killed, and I guess many original scriptures
were probably destroyed … so you can have your opinion and I can have mine. The
little twist here is that just when I decided that Jesus was not my guy after having
read the Bible, I changed my mind completely when I encountered with the
ancient Dead Sea Scroll (found in Qumran caves in Judaean desert )and the Nag Hammadi
gnostic texts( found in upper Egyptian). Since both discoveries were around
year 1945, many think it was a great coincidence but I think differently since I
am a believer of divine time and synchronicity, the time has come! It is about time for the truth
to come out into the open, to expose the another version of Jesus, a more
esoteric gnostic version of Christianity which contradict very much to the established
orthodox Christianity… but because generally speaking the collective today are
more open minded and more acceptable, and because the availability of the
internet which make information more accessible to people…as I see it as hypothesis. it is the divine
time. Regardless, I remember how excited and emotional I
became when I read those words for the first time, it woke up something deep
inside me which I knew well once as if finally I came to this reunion with an old dear friend which I thought I
have lost long ago… Here I want to share a few verses from the Gospel of Thomas
(one of the scriptures found from the Nag Hammadi) with you, to see if they too
can trigger something within your soul memory as they did to me…
(3) Jesus
said, "If those who lead you say to you, 'See, the kingdom is in the sky,'
then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they say to you, 'It is in the
sea,' then the fish will precede you. Rather, the kingdom is inside of you, and
it is outside of you. When you come to know yourselves, then you will become
known, and you will realize that it is you who are the sons of the living
father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty and it is you
who are that poverty."
(29)
Jesus said, "If the flesh came into being because of spirit, it is a
wonder. But if spirit came into being because of the body, it is a wonder of
wonders. Indeed, I am amazed at how this great wealth has made its home in this
poverty."
(39) Jesus said, "The pharisees and the scribes
have taken the keys of knowledge (gnosis) and hidden them. They themselves have
not entered, nor have they allowed to enter those who wish to. You, however, be
as wise as serpents and as innocent as doves"……
I just love this Jesus- a very different version of
Jesus from the Bible! What a controversial and bad-ass spiritual teacher he was!!! Can you imagine what kind of threats he posed to the authorities at
his time by such daring kind of teaching?! This version of Jesus was served as a catalyst in breaking not only the social hierarchical and patriarchal structures at his time but also in breaking the collective conscious pattern of ignorance and destruction which have been keeping repeating... So most likely Jesus was crucified
for the heresy, for his teachings of esoteric knowledge about the Spirit, instead
of dying for our sins according to the church patriarchal (so we will be bounded by our
guilt and unworthiness forever, so we will be forever depending on the church
and the priests for our redemptions…) Just imagine, if we are taught that no one outside of us can really save us but ourselves and ‘all the
redemptions’ can be done through our own inner transformation by realigning our
own soul with the Spirit … What do we need the church for?! What do we need the
priests for?! What do we even need any authority outside of us to tell us how we
should behave and how we should live our lives…?! You see, the real truth has such an immense transformtive power which threats the very core of the old power and structures
in all areas religious, political and social etc., so by default it should be destroyed
at all costs according to those who are in the positions of power and who have sold their souls to the devil... As the Maslow pyramid theory exists in the material world, so it is in the spiritual world. Before each soul entity reached its Christ consciousness, or you may call it unity consciousness which is beyond any duality, any division of darkness or light, before reaching that point, the struggles between the light and the darkness, the good and the evil are as real as in the spiritual world as in the physical world unfortunately... Light energy wants to break the structures of power and set the imprisoned energies free while dark energy wants to suppress and control so those two energies have very opposite interest. As a soul entity, please choose your side carefully, one simply can’t
serve two masters at the same time.
It is interesting that many of the mystics cross the
different cultures and continents, either Christian mystics like Qumran Essenes,
or Islamic Sufi mystics, Indian mystics or Zen Buddhists or Tibetan yogis despite of all their differences and
appearances, their core teachings remain incredibly similar to one another- all
about knowing thyself, the Spirit(may with different names)-our divine origin; all about the triumph
of the Spirit over the physical; all about the inner transformation and inner
alchemy; all about taking back our own power instead of giving the power to others who claim that they know better than us… and they all agreed upon the great mystery of the Spirit which lives inside
each of us and waiting for the ultimate release from the repression of the body
conscious in order to express its great power and creativities... As ironic as
it goes, the conditioned love has many faces and shapes while the unconditional
love has only one, so it is with the truth. There are many so called ‘truth’
out there, but the real truth is only one! (which any soul entity will be able
to recognize once its ego and delusions being discerned and put down)... As the
Persian mystic poet Rumi says: ‘ Know that the body is merely a garment. Go
seek the wearer, not the clock’… So keep meditating on the wearer, not the
clock.
As long as the evil force is greater in the collective
consciousness, the truth has to go underground for the time being. I am a
believer that eventually the power of good will always triumph over the evil,
the light over the darkness and the real truth can never be destroyed or hidden
for long… so if you seek open-minded and wholehearted, what you are seeking will
be seeking you… We are who we think we are. We can only live on the level of the
consciousness as far as the level of our understanding goes, further we can’t. Eventually
we will become what we draw upon us, what we choose to align with- if you so choose
to worship the devil, HE will become your God; if you so choose to worship Love,
Love will become you God. So choose wisely.
Each entity has been given the equal opportunity to
manifest its creativity in this physical world. So it is out of your own free
will, you can either choose the red or blue pill as in the movie Matrix. Yes,
it is your free will but you have to live up with the consequences of all your
choices and decisions. For example, if you as a soul entity came into this
incarnation with certain soul purpose, but during this journey you keep chickening
out over and over again because of your own fear and insecurities when the
tough situations presenting to you… thus your higher self, your soul/spirit
will conspire the similar situations and people to your life again and again
until you get it right… I am not saying it is easy, it is not easy for anyone
because everyone has his/her sets of challenges and weakness. Some older-soul-
entities may learn their lessons faster with just a few lifetimes, many have to
repeat their karmic wheels for thousands or even ten thousands more lifetimes… that
is why we say that the evolution of human consciousness is a very slow process…
Please keep it in mind: there is no one outside of you will judge you but your
own soul. You might think that an injustice can get away sometimes in this physical
world but no injustice can get away under the universal karmic law and your
soul will always know this truth… Dear ones out there, you may or may not agree
with what I am trying to say here right now, but I am speaking to the part of
you which understands me… Here is to you all out there seeking with thirst for the
truth- and the truth shall set you free…
Don’t let your body move you the way it desires,
Fear will be always with you;
Don’t let your mind move you the way it desires,
Doubts will be always with you;
Let the Spirit move you the way it desires,
Peace will be always with you…
So be it.
P.S. The places where
I used ‘He’, ‘His’ has no gender preference but for the simplification of using
both‘He/She’, ‘His/her’ all the time:)
