I am not afraid if you would fall in love with me
But I am afraid that you would fall in
love with me-
for the wrong reason
I am not afraid to be myself
But I am afraid to be too much of
myself in front of you..
You may accept and befriend me
if I show you my mediocre
intelligence;
You may stab a knife on my back
if I show you my extraordinary intelligence
I am not afraid of owning my abundance
But I am afraid of showing my abundance to you..
When you are jealous at my abundance,
You don’t know half of my story-
If you have known my silent
struggles and tears,
Will you still want my abundance... ?!
So much I can recognize myself in you
Yet so little you can recognize me in me...
In this earthly realm I call home-
everywhere feels like home
yet at the same time -
no where feels like my real home...
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A man dwells sorely on his intellect
Knows NOT the beauty of his world;
A man fluctuates sorely in his emotions
Knows NOT the stability of his world;
A man disconnects sorely from the Spirit-
Lives a life with NO hope
regardless how much he may attain
or accumulated in the physical world-
because he lives in an existence which does not sustain
his very soul…
(* Channeled by the beloved archangel Michael)