Just some random thoughts...

 

I am not afraid if you would fall in love with me

But I am afraid that you would fall in love with me-

for the wrong reason

 

I am not afraid to be myself

But I am afraid to be too much of myself in front of you..

You may accept and befriend me

if I show you my mediocre intelligence;

You may stab a knife on my back

if I show you my extraordinary intelligence

 

I am not afraid of owning my abundance

But I am afraid of showing my abundance to you..

When you are jealous at my abundance,

You don’t know half of my story-

If you have known my silent struggles and tears,

Will you still want my abundance... ?!

 

Sometimes I wonder myself-

how old is this soul of mine beneath this still youthful cloak?!...

So much I can recognize myself in you

Yet so little you can recognize me in me...

In this earthly realm I call home-

everywhere feels like home

yet at the same time -

no where feels like my real home...

 

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A man dwells sorely on his intellect

Knows NOT the beauty of his world;

A man fluctuates sorely in his emotions

Knows NOT the stability of his world;

A man disconnects sorely from the Spirit-

Lives a life with NO hope

regardless how much he may attain 

or accumulated in the physical world-

because he lives in an existence which does not sustain 

his very soul…

 (* Channeled by the beloved archangel Michael)